sad genesis

cant wait for it to happen

2008-09-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

Long time never blog!!! going to camp soon.. Dont know how will my cosplay be!! cant wait. if i acm good with it i think i going to cosplay more! HOPE I WONT DO BADLY!! JIA YOU!!!!!

family gathering

2008-08-10T09:11:00.000-07:00

Today my family had family gather and my uncle win money and he give each of us 100 dollars... huh what i am rich by 100 dollars. haha going to look for a jobs. going to work hard.. tata nite nite

Money money money

2008-08-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

today use so much money lol buy present!!! today reach home got a surprise don't ever in my life think that what the heck is happening today. my dad actually invite my enemy into my house and ask my mom to serve them.. what the hell is the world going to? raining now--- ja going to sign off

nite nite

1/08/2008

2008-08-01T09:47:00.000-07:00

today my groups did well today for our presenting.. haha it was fun, take cab from causeway to school early in the morning then after klass i took cab again from school to causeway, want to reach home early to take a short nap before going for my jap lesson.. what to do at night after my jap lesson i took cab again. reach home around 11pm plus.. tiring. when to see someone blog, haha really care for that person, wanting to see if he will name any gal he like inside?? by not possible if we were to stead cause i rather like people without that person knowing rather then stead. maybe i am weird but who cares i am me that the way i am.. haha so that's all for now.

he really care for me

2008-07-29T01:48:00.000-07:00

Knowing you was really a nice thing, even though you were one yearthen me and it was so sweet of you, next time i'll be the one to ask you out for a movie, we didnt even met before but the way i got was like we know each other before.. the way you talk was so like him... haha really cant stand this type of guys.this year coming exam, such a big exam to him, if he did well ,he will be coming to singapore to study. haha by then we can go see movie anytime. instead of me going over or him coming over, anyway good luck for your coming exam. jia you. haha fate maybe leting me know you. well good luck and ty for you care.Beside my parents he was the first one who i open up to, for being so straight and talking to him like it was natural.

Really fall in love with it!!!

2008-07-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

A lewd prayer and a beginning
With the rain pouring down over our face
I met you in a corner of this world
Someday, this life would come to an end
Chasing after the flow of light
Speeding up, forgetting everything else
What should I believe in. so that I could move towards tomorrow
If I have lost all my answer
Thinking back on our beginning
Just the other day for our journey
Surrounded by the darkness of the night
You spread your wounded wings alone
With the raining pouring over our faces
I met you in a corner of this world
Someday, this life would eventually come to an end

sadgalz ( genesis ) 10th day

2008-07-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today i went to watch movie ( hell boy )I think it was boring, these day i when i just finish a book call god child, he was a sad story, it was talking about a father wanting his child to be the worst kind of beast. I cant believe it how the father hit the child even that the child never ever give in , he was the kindest person one can know. but the story ending was such a sad one. After finishing the story there was a weird feeling inside my heart, i felt sad for that guy.Tata thats for now, guess will continue writing next time.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 9th day

2008-07-03T17:52:00.000-07:00

Part 1: early in the morning
Going to write something so early in the morning casue i dont want to lose this feeling of wonder. I know a guy since secondary school i thought that he would go to MI, but today when i left home i saw him,waiting for the same bus as me to go to west mall. The funny thing was same bus-stop and same bus, after i reach west mall, i saw him again. it was so funny that he also taking the same met as me, i dont know what the hell happen today but thats what happen. Taking the same Mrt seems still ok but when i alight at the Woodlands Mrt station, he also alight. I was surprise because he come to rp.... after walking slowly to school, on my way i was thinking about, how come he was here and so, how come for so many years we will always meet, i know him seems secondary 1 which was 6 years ago until now,At the traffice light, i though that i would see him again and my eyes just caught someone else but it wasnt him but it was my other friends also from the same secondary school, haha what the world is happen to me i wonder.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 8th day

2008-07-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

My dog is cute right?

Nowadays there were so many ups and downs for me. I really had enough; it was so fare up that I really can’t handle it anymore. I can’t believe that there were so many people talking to me in msn which cause me to rush like here from one window to one window. I really want to lock myself in a room which don’t have anything but just stare at the walls and emo inside. I really wish to lock myself inside my own heart and just have an empty shell doing what I did every day. I am tired of everything, sometimes I just wish to break down into pieces like a glass pieces lying on the ground.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 7th day

2008-06-29T06:28:00.000-07:00

sunday
29/06/2008

Today i had a family dinner at royal places.Haha today going to keep my post short and put up some pictures.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 6th day

2008-06-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

Friday
27/06/2008

1st part:

Today was happy as it was funny when my klass around 16 people skip klass together and go watch movie. We left klass at around 10am plus then we went to causeway to hang out at Mac and had out lunch there. The movie most of us vote was ‘get smart’ .Haha it was funny lol and most of us was like laughing and some say it was quite lame. It was the longest movie ticket that i had seen lol. haha so many of us there.After the movie we went to have pool, over there lots of people dont know how to play and the guys there are the one who teaches us how to play and so on.Over there a klassmate of mine ben-j, teaches me how to play pool and he was really a good teacher haha. Some of us girls who were under him did quite well in practicing and so on. I talk about him was because it was very obvious that he wanted to play pool with those who are pro at it but he willing to sacrifice his time to teach us( those who were noob)
2nd part:

After we went for pool with my klassmate, i went to jurong east to meet my friends and we play shooting machine( basketball) the both of us got a totally of 100 + points which i think we did quite well for us gals.The second round when we play the shooting machine my hands were quite tiring and numb which casue me to lose a lot of points.Around 6:50pm i went to my japanese lesson and in my japan klass it was nosily as it was mostly make out by my secondary school friends and out teacher show us a poster and i think i will be going for the tea party.

2008-06-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

thursady 26/06/2008

First i going to say hi to vivi who had writing in her blog.. ( haha yup going to cry together )

O about today lesson was about beauty.I guess today topic was interesting as the title was about beauty.How does one view beauty?

When i research on beauty i came across this. From the picture there are two types of red, one is light the other is dark.This is meaning full as this picture shows the Emotion and what’s the mind is think of the one who draw it. Red is also the color of mars, also known as the God of war. With this along I will leave it here and talk about other matters.

Red roses also tie to the goddess of love .During the Victorian-era, roses were used as a way to communicate coded message and express unspoken feelings. The ancient Greeks and Romans identified the rose with their goddesses of love referred to as Aphrodite and Venus. Red rose symbol love and romance. It also represents undying love. Each different types of rose have different meaning. Bright colors roses represent love while dark color crimson represents mourning.

A few information:: 1 rose shows that you love someone
2 roses tie together represent engagement
12 roses conveys gratitude to one person
25 roses express congratulations
50 roses express unconditional love.
For all above roses it represents red roses.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 5th day

2008-06-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

wed
23/06/2008
Today my lesson in school was boring . i dont really know what i am thinking nowadays, reading books everyday bring me sad memories. Today i nearly cried in klass and yesterday too when i read the stories.there was tears in my eyes when i read the stories. Today the stories i read about was a gal who fall in love with this guy but this guy was horrible to this girl, he Ignore her and even call her trash and lots more horrible words. They know each other when they was small and since then the gal had fall in love with the guy but the guy never treat her anyway better then treating a dog or a slave that deserve beating. After 3 years maybe it was fate that bing them together that girl became his slave and it was sort of funny that it was then the guy that fall in love with the girl but the sad things was, the girl had already given up on that guy and even though they see each other every day, no matter how well the guy treat the girl she was never touch deep down in her heart as she had given up totally on him. After reading this story I began to wonder does it means that being able to see each other are related to fate. What can fate do to me how is it going to tie me down. Seriously today after talking to someone I slowly realize that my fate with him really seem so dim? It was like; it wasn’t mean to be in the first place. There was a little sorrow about it but there was always dreams for me about last time ,being with him would be wonderfully but maybe it was so call not fate to be together but just writing these words out left only emptiness in my heart. The feeling felt weird. Haha maybe just because I was hurt that time which makes me hard to fall in love with someone. So does fate string people together as a friend or as couple sometimes it so hard to understand them.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 4th day

2008-06-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

Mon:
9/06/2008

I had this problem jus a few days ago.one Participle msn suddenly became online and guess who is it. It was him, the him I leave behind the back of my mind 6 years ago suddenly appear again. Seeing my msn window pop an orange light with the word “ hi, how are you?” these word had such a huge impact on me.I really don’t want him to appear again in my life after all these years it slowly become a memory of my past and seeing him chatting with me brings back memory. He was the first I ever like. Today which happen to be Sunday he ask me out to play basketball and I don’t know what went over me that make me go meet him.I wrote this is around 1am which happen to be a Monday. Haha what do I expect the scar that I don’t want to see. Being around with him makes me feel sad even though we had a good long talk today about what happen 6 years ago. Saw him again don’t know why I had these strange feeling of sadness that came through me. Since this is quite a new blog I think I will write what happen 6 years ago. I was young then and he was only older than me by 2 years haha thinking back he was the first one who I got a crush on. To others it may seem as a puppy love but to me was different. We had fun together but something happen which I don’t felt like writing here I hope to keep a secret in my heart and he went oversea with his parents. Without telling me about it he left, leaving me clueless for month and I had it hit hard on me. Tonight I hang out with him because he say he was back in Singapore for a few days , maybe I seem foolish but I was sort of a little happy when I saw him. His smile and laugh was unchanged since I last saw him. It hurts me on my way home as I had decided not to see him again but I think it was the best. Haha I may seem selfish but I really don’t want him to be in mind the shadow there which makes me unable to move on in life.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 3rd day

2008-06-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

sun: 1/06/2008 Today i went to quite a few different places in Singapore and i was looking out of the window of the car which my dad was driving making me realised that everything in the world was so peacefully. At night around 8pm i went to have a round of basketball practice with my friends in ang moi kio area. We play around until 11pm at night after that we hang out at a nearby Mac and i stay around until 12am. After that when i was around my house area i decided to buy some things to eat at the nearby 7-11 shop. Over there i saw him. I was surprise to see him as it was quite late at night and he was along at the bus-stop sitting down waiting for someone.Haha i think maybe i still got some feeling for him but then... i was curious about who he was suppose to meet and jus as i was thinking around this line i saw him chatting with another guy who had just reach the place. I let out a sight of breath. From the place i was to my house it required about 15mins walk and walking alone the nights makes my mind cool down think about what had happen in the past and how i got to know him. Lot of things flash through my mind. Maybe i am a coward in these type of things and i admit that even now i still don’t dare to face him with out no reason what happen between us.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 2nd day

2008-05-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

sat: 31/05/2008

Today i read about a story about a person leaving his loves one behind. leaving only in their memories of his back heading towards the path of the cherry blossom, before he left he told her that if she ever saw the cherry blossom again next year will she remember him.She reply begging him not to left her behind alone seeing him bearing the whole thing and he reply that its the path he had chosen and he will never regret it even if it pains him.She replied that when ever she saw the cherry blossom again she will always remember about him deep down in her heart. After reading this story my tears came rolling down and today i am going to write about love. what it means to be loved or love by someone. if i were to chose i would chose loved by someone, loving someone will cause pain to yourself, loving that person and doing whatevery i could for that person will touch him but it will also result in his pity or being there as a friend.Today i read a lot about such love story sometimes it bring a funny things about life. It also bring a sad ending.Haha seing this type of story always make me cry, tears rolling down for no reaon.

sadgalz ( genesis ) 1st day

2008-05-10T11:00:00.000-07:00

sat : 5/11/08

Today was a boring day... the day after next will be mother days, i went to west mall to look for a present for my mom and it suddenly drawn to me that everyone around me seems boring as if they were out of a different world from mine.This year famous colour will be dark blue.